Hey everyone, I found out the times aren’t gonna work for me so I’m not gonna be able to go. I don’t want to do therapy of any sort. I am not letting anyone else in. I do think disability is something that I’m going to have to get on. I went to the hospital last night (I know it’s risky I wore a mas...

I’ve decided I’m not going.

Thank you for fixing it :) I don’t know who to talk to. The person who called me today is just the finance person, not a therapist. I feel like this is mean but I don’t mean this in a rude way. I don’t think I need this. Its 3 times a week. Yes, I need help but I don’t need it that often. I feel Ike...

I just realized there’s a typo in the title I’m pissed lol. Anyways, I actually can afford it, they have a payment plan and I can swing that. But I have to commit to 8 weeks and I don’t know the times and such and I don’t think I can work around it with work. And yes I’m making excuses because I don...

Okay hello again. You all know I’m working through this. I work at a grocery store with a bunch of departments, today two people (they are bf and gf and live together) called out because they have symptoms of coronavirus. I freaked out because like we’re always so close to each other back there we h...

I’ll admit I’m confused with this exploration and she knows that and I talked to her today and I told her she doesn’t support me and she kinda get upset and I explained what I meant and she just said she’s confused because she doesn’t understand what I want because I don’t understand it either. She ...

Hey everyone, I hope you’re doing well :) Okay so I’m not exactly sure why I’m writing this and for what reason, I just know this is a safe place with wise people and I just, need to talk about this because maybe you can help. If not, completely understandable! So, I have this coworker who I’m in lo...

Okay well that’s a lie. Thank you very much optimistic. I was trying hard to be someone I’m not. I am not gonna get into explaining everything because I don’t need to explain myself but I get me and I’m not a woman or a man. I’m me and I’m gonna dress androgynous and also femme because I like both! ...

Okay. I’m a straight woman. Got all that decided.

Thanks everyone

Also, top/bottom is just one of the things. I have a lot of others that I just don’t speak of. That’s just the one I said

It hurts me because I just am not comfortable with myself in any way. Yesterday I was told that I’m not a man and I need to be the best female I can be. I don’t know how to be female well, I’ve never felt fully female. How do even act femme? I don’t know. I just feel displaced I guess

Thank you so much Mo :) Another question I have that stemmed from something that you said, my kinks aren’t sexual. It’s things that I guess could get someone aroused but It’s not things I want in sex, do all kinks have to be sexual? Does that make sense? Also, yes it is causing me distress, I think ...

Hey! Thank you :) That’s all lovely information. I will take all of that into consideration. I want it for work and that’s how long I work for. I don’t think im gonna get one. I’m a girl and that’s just the sad facts. I think I’m just giving up on the whole gender exploration because all it does is ...

Has anyone here binded with a real binder? I’ve done it twice and it wasn’t with a binder and I ended up causing a lot of pain to myself. Sometimes I think about tying them down with bandages but that not safe either and it’ll hurt me too. So, anyone have any good recommendations on what brands? I a...

This might be stupid but, when my body is aroused does that mean I want it? Does that make sense? Thank you for all that. As far as the groups, I sometimes don’t feel ace and as far as the other one, kinks are weird and I don’t want to be in a place that makes me comfortable with them and makes me w...

Okay you guys can completely ignore this, I don’t mind. But I really just need to talk to someone who is like knowledgeable and won’t judge me. I hope this is okay to talk about here. So, this might be long and I thought I was over It but I’m not and ugh. Okay so I don’t know why I did this, but las...

I thought so!! A couple years ago I had to get a vaginal ultrasound and it hurt a lot and it made me bleed more then I was before and someone I told about the situation proceeded to laugh at me and said my cherry got popped I was and still am like?????? That’s not even a real thing. Idk it just kind...

Okay this might be a silly question but is virginity a social construct? I did some research and they all say nothing about you changes but I always was under the assumption it did change you somehow? But at the same time nothing happens right?

I’m trying my best and Thank you! <3

I’m okay. Work is draining me of everything I have but thankfully they set some safety things up which makes me feel a little better about my team and I’s health. Also they started giving us $2 more an hour last week which is pretty cool too. I have a lot of health issues and my body is just not han...

Yay so I was scheduled to work a mandatory 40 hours this week, weeks go from (sunday-saturday) at my job. I was freakkkiiinngggg out mentally because 5 days a week in this, 8 hour days just sends me in a spiral. I worked like 50 2 weeks ago and I wasn’t okay at all. I probably seem shitty because I ...

I got pretty drunk and slept well. I dreamt of the situation yesterday all night long. I’m still heartbroken. I don’t know why I fell in love with her but I did. I’m still struggling as to how I’m going to be okay without her. She was the person I leaned on to keep me strong. And yeah I did have a d...

So i can’t talk to anyone about this. But I was brought into the office because my store manager heard me make a comment about liking someone. Which led me into talking about Alison and I’m so upset and embarrassed and I had to sign a paper about sexual harassment and I can’t talk to alison anymore ...

That’s pretty much all I’m doing! Washing my hands often, Using hand sanitizer after I wash my hands lol, and honestly I’ve just been giving my shifts away so I don’t have to be there lol

Clean*** not close. I was frustrated fast typing haha oops