I’ve had an extremely good day and it’s been without Alison! I really can’t live without her, I’m so happy knowing that I’m okay without her. Anyways the reason I came on here again is to let you guys know that a kroger like 30 minutes away from me has 2 confirmed cases! The store is still open all ...

i did block her. i see her on sunday but by then things should be blown over. i’ve talked to the people at trevor and the 741741 people whatever they are called. half the time i end up feeling worse

okay i started writing something earlier today and then i got side tracked and i don’t think i finished? idk i’ve been up since like 4am going from one thing to another. so hopefully i didn’t say anything because i’m gonna write it again. i have used those resources and i don’t feel better after. so...

oh. the one person who makes me feel like i can breathe has me blocked. lol. i’m done. i’m losing it. i’m seriously losing everything.

heather. i really don’t understand this. i don’t understand life. why is everything happening. everything in my personal life is falling apart and then in the world it’s a mess. i’m not gonna do anything dangerous, don’t think that please. the one person who makes me feel better isn’t talking to me....

i’ve never even done hard drugs, i just like the idea of escape.

i don’t know. but i’m okay. i dont think i want to talk anymore

i’m sorry about your dad. mine and me aren’t close by any means but i still love him and want him to be with me when things are how they are. my online friend blew me off for our face time date. she’ll come back with an excuse later. so i’m just gonna listen to lil peep all day and daydream about th...

it’s just like, everything hurts. i already couldn’t control my brain and now everything is in overdrive. i want my dad to be here where it’s safer (he lives in the city where the first person got it in washington) he’s working from home now and he’s safely inside with food and stuff. my aunt is jus...

i do need it. and as horrible as it sounds and as much as i hate being there i think it’s good? being home all day is NOT good for me mentally but working isn’t either so idk what to think. besides the slip up with the boy, i haven’t done anything besides work and stay home/hang out by myself outside

yeah when it first started i was like there’s no need to worry. then we had like 20 and i was like uhh and now we have way more and i’m like UHHHHHHHHH and then i went into panic. there’s no way to do it. i also do like my job most of the time and i don’t wanna lose the pay

thank you, that made me tear up idk why. but they haven’t offered anything. i mean, you can take your sick time and vacation time and for me that’s only 9 days. which, is 9 days but this is gonna last longer then 9 days so why even bother. people were asking about masks and they said no (i wouldn’t ...

hey heather, thanks. i thankfully don’t live with her anymore, i moved out which is nice :) my sister and sister in law aren’t taking to me because of this too :) one of my best friends isn’t talking to me as well and i don’t know why. also, i’m not suicidal at all, i’m just depressed. haha yeah my ...

so today my mom told me i’m ignorant and i embarrass her. i came home after that and she preceded to text me saying awful things and ended it with “go fuc* yourself”. :) i absolutely love my life. i love everything that’s happening in it and i love that i can’t control thousands of people dying and ...

well i don’t know what i did but now he’s not talking to me. and he’s ignoring me when i try to communicate with him.

i know it was stupid of me. and oh i didn’t think manual sex was real. i definitely am not ready to have penis in vagina sex. i don’t even like men but i like him. i almost had to take care of myself in his bathroom and it all makes me feel awful.

i’m stupid. i’m not gonna do that.

i know i know i feel so bad for hanging out. we get exposed all day at work and i’ve been working so much and i wanted to do something which i haven’t because i always self isolate on my days off and yes, we stayed apart the whole time. i was mindful of it the whole time. and no, we didn’t discuss i...

so tonight i went on a date i guess. with a guy. i’ve kissed guys and didn’t really like it so i’ve thought i was lesbian. i have had a crush on this guy emotionally for awhile. he’s extremely respectful, we went and watched a movie at his place and i sat on the bed and he sat in the chair which mad...

i’m having a full on breakdown about this right now. what the f do i identify as????? i like girls and nb people and anyone who has a vagina. i would date a trans person no matter how they identify, as long as they had a vagina. am i wrong? is that transphobic because i don’t want to be. i literally...

so it is supposed to be talked about!! my friends make me feel weird about it. they tell me to not even think about sex or bring it up and it’ll just happen. i’m confused still but the article did help

so i’m talking with one of my best friends and she’s telling me that she had sex with this guy and she didn’t use protection (she has her tubes tied) and she said that he’s the one person that she never feels bad about not using condoms with and that with him it’s different?? i’m confused? a few mon...

i’m sorry you know the feeling. it sucks!!!!! i think i’m okay. i’m working and trying to stay distracted. i’m not gonna relapse on self harm again! i made that promise to myself 2 weeks ago. actually!! it was i think 3 days ago, but i gave a friend my pills i’ve been saving to attempt again. i want...

thank you!! it just really hurts when you don’t have any friends and when you feel like it would be better if you disappeared. sometimes i try and not talk so that i’m not making any noise but i’m still taking up space. does that make sense?

yeah i have a few friends but i’d rather just keep it silent, i can do it on my own for now

hey! sorry, i stepped away from a lot of stuff for a couple days. my depression was really bad and i told a friend (she’s the older one who i’m madly in love with) that i was feeling suicidal and she said if i want to do the poor poor me stuff that’s fine but to stop telling her. i’m doing better to...