Yeah, in the room she asked me if I wanted her to pull me out of the school I'm in, I said I didn't know because like I have really built a lot there, and I shouldn't have to leave another school because of the person, but we plan to have sort of a meeting with my dad later to see where we want to g...

So, I’m on my way home now. We didn’t see the child psychiatrist there but I was referred to what’s called the urgent clinic which is the quickest way to see a child psychiatrist. The doctor came in at about 7 and talked to me about some of the things going on for me good and bad. Everyone was reall...

I’ll definitely give it a go, a nurse will be poking me for blood soon so I have until then to get some rest. It’ll be a lot more hectic in the morning I’m sure and so maybe getting over the fact that people are going to walk by (we’re in our own room but like, windows. Even though the windows are t...

I can’t sleep right now, my moms asleep but I just can’t. But right now the things that are helping are listening to music, filming a little (Tik tok - it’s a good distraction) and then talking has been helpful. Doing breathing exercises is also helpful - I don’t like being in an unfamiliar environm...

Okay, so I’m staying the night at the hospital, they want to keep me but gave me the choice as a mature minor to go home. My mom has to stay too so that’s a thing. She’s also allowed to leave and I’m not sooo. Currently 1:30 in the morning and am finally done everything, I’ll be assessed by a psychi...

What do I even do..? Like my parents are pissed, I’m not going to get help.. I don’t know what to do. I’m probably going home to be lectured or if we go to the ER my mom is going to be even more mad than she is now. Idk if it’s even worth it. Like I just feel so freaking stuck again. I don’t think a...

Yeah... so didn’t go great, basically I get to go to the ER either tonight or tomorrow morning, because they don’t do children’s psychiatry or handle anything around this and if he referred me it would be 6-12 months before I even saw one, apparently my therapist should refer me to the one where I g...

My mom said it’s on me to talk to the doctor and tell them why I’m here anyways so I’ll just say I want to go alone. I was planning on seeing the doctor alone anyways, but if I’m not there was transparency with the call and I had to talk about it with another therapist with my dad in the room so eit...

Yeah, so I did amazing on my project my counsellor came to see me present and was absolutely amazed and everyone left really positive notes and they were really engaged. It was absolutely amazing and I loved reading the notes left on me about my project especially from my counsellor because she said...

Okay, so today so far has literally been a massive emotional roller coaster and it’s not even noon. So I jammed out with my mom on the way to school because I got a ride due to having project stuff with me. Then went and got Tim’s, got a coffee and some timbits which I couldn’t eat but that’s fine. ...

I’ll be sure to bring it up with her and hopefully the constable is here today. I have no idea where she’s been lately but I saw my counsellor this morning, let her know things are going alright, haven’t had any issues today and I don’t think she’s here so I’m so much more relaxed. Thank for everyth...

Yeah, today has gone a lot better so far thankfully, she wasn’t at the bus stop and so my brother and I got to school where our friend was waiting at the door with cupcakes that her mom (a baker) made. So right now things are okay, I’ll let my therapist know but honestly I kind of want to just focus...

I just want to say, I hope you feel better, and also I'm sorry about the election - although I don't fully understand it (Canada is different, we don't do it the same way, but you probably know about that, I'm still learning.) I'm a dual citizen, born in Nashville and this is frustrating for me as w...

So, I talked to my principal today about everything that’s been happening. I caught him right at lunch and we were able to go into his office to talk - and basically he said he’s really sorry it’s gotten to this point, and that I don’t feel safe because I should. We talked about some of the things t...

My counsellor already discusses it with them, and apparently my AP (Assistant Principal) believes me but can’t do anything apparently. Don’t know how much I believe that based on the things she’s said to me. But my counsellor has said she does actually believe me when she talks to her about this. It...

Yeah.. I guess I’ll bring it up with my therapist.. I like the morning check ins with my counsellor because that way she’s aware of what’s happening and we don’t have to talk about it much in our sessions. Sometimes it’s really hard to discuss because it’s like “yeah, this is still happening, admin ...

Just as a little update, so the stalking like picked up... that’s fun.. For starters - I stopped taking the train with my friends a while ago because this person would be there sometimes and it would offset my morning by having me panicked first thing. So my brother and I started taking the bus so t...

I also want to just touch on this, and I hope that's okay, there's been a lot of information shared. There's no time limit or expectation of when you have to figure this out by. I have a 23 year old friend that told me she thought she was gay for a while then bi, then other things and then just fina...

Alrighty, sounds good, just mainly want to be sure you’re safe about it. I’ve done some rather stupid things (they certainly fit into “stupid” because I have no idea what I was thinking.) experimenting and it’s not something I recommend taking massive risks with. Especially not something that may ca...

I’m not sure where you’re getting the idea you won’t be able to get erections at all, because it’s still likely that you will be able to get an erection. The way this may happen and the way you find sex and masturbation pleasurable. Many women just find it is harder to maintain an erection as well a...

We kind of only go to the doctor when we need to, which isn’t very often... although that might happen today because I’m on concussion watch from my game. But I’d be going for something other than being trans. I’ll definitely start talking to my therapist about being trans though because she might b...

Yeah, for the most part. Like I know that school won't be too bad for that, it would just really suck to have to start explaining myself more if I'm not passing as well. Right now, if no one's told, people think I'm cis, and I love that. And the thing is, that goes outside of school to - washrooms a...

I just found this now, but thought it was really cool, And actually I'm glad I saw this today because it's forcing me to get up, not be lazy and take care of myself. I've been working on staying organized and planning things out. I've been doing my best to keep my room clean, and right now, as I'm t...

Okay, that makes sense, yeah... My school is a k-12 and I've been there since grade 6, I'm now in grade 9. So yeah, some people will know, but it kind of helps that I don't talk about it. The people that talk about it all the time, those are moreso the people seen solely for their trans identity, an...

That's really good to know actually, it makes sense because now I feel like I'm playing this not so fun game of dodgeball with the labels and preconceived ideas people have about being trans. Maybe some people find power in those labels, but it's not for me. I much prefer being known as an athlete, ...