I’m confused about a situation and what it means or what I should do. I don’t want to end things because this doesn’t happen ever but did happen once and I think about it. Also, my partner and I are moving in within a week. We’ve been together for almost two years and are in our early 20s. A few weeks ago During sex i said “wait” because I thought I had heard something and wanted to listen. He stopped but he kind of gave a thrust after I said wait so it wasn’t a complete stop it was like he stopped but gave one last thrust and then completely stopped. I shared how that made me feel uncomfortable because he didn’t immediately stop when I said and he felt bad and said he misunderstood or whatever. Tbh I don’t remember what he said but I like to believe what he said. I still feel confused about it because I’m a survivor of sexual abuse as a child and so it was triggering. I just keep thinking bad things like he’s a bad person and he raped me. But I don’t want to think or believe that especially since we’re going to be living together.
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