Orgasm?

[Imjusthere]

Okay so I’m 20 I’ve had sex too many times to even count. Have had multiple parters. Have never had an orgasm (it’s definitely a me thing). I’ve barely masturbated and tonight i decided to try it out with a toy since it’s been awhile. I got so close and maybe I did orgasm I’m not 100% sure but whenever I was doing my thang a little bit of stuff came out which I think is pee but it’s not dark. It’s like a diluted yellow color. I have white sheets and the yellow color didn’t even really show. It just looked wet basically. I smelled it and it had a faint pee smell but I could definitely smell it. I peed before I even started as well. I’ve never in my whole life had bladder problems.

I have a long term boyfriend as well and we have never used toys before mainly because I forgot I had them lol but since he’s been away for a bit for work I got bored n tried it n this happened and I’m very embarrassed. We talked about using the toys eventually and I do not want this to happen with him and him think I peed on myself which maybe I did?? I have absolutely no idea plz help im so concerned

[Sam W]

Hi Imjusthere,

From what you're describing, it sounds like you might have ejaculated. If you read through this article, does this sound like what you experienced? Squirt: On Ejaculation