I don’t know if that answered your question but I just knew I shouldn’t have been doing it in the first place. I think it was a hypomania thing. The guilt I felt the next day was absolutely unreal. You know the worst part? I thought he was a gentleman. I literally told him he’s such a sweet guy… I was gonna not block him because he didn’t even ask for pics. He didn’t ask me to say anything to him sexual. I thought it was good and he was a good guy
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