Bisexual

[ghiblisirel]

Soo im bi, and i have been looking at my identity within a relationship, especially a wlw one. I look very femme so i doubt anyone would easily think i was bisexual, and i havent ever been in a relationship with anyone ever. I just really want to start dating but i dont know how to like come across? One day i feel sexy and male gaze attractive, i pretend to be more girly than i am without doing it when i talk to a boy. But when i talk to a girl, i feel more comfortable in the more masculine role? You know how in couples there is a femme and masc i just switch so much between them when im with each gender its just confusing bc idk who i wanna be. I feel more comfortable with women, but that might just be because i lack experience having guy friends. I definitely have had some very painful crushes on women that just are not equal to when i crush on guys. Anyway, i just want to know if anyone relates to these supposed roles in relationships that i see in media. And how i could potentially look more gay i guess im sick of people being surprised that i am not straight.