scared.just wanna be happy

[hellohelpp]

scrolling on twitter looking at stuff yk what I mean but I’m trying to stop that. And I remember seeing somethung about doing smth with a little brother and I’m so scared.i didn’t click off right away cus I didn’t pay so much attention to the text I mean I saw it but didn’t realise what I was doing until now. And when I was younger like 13 I would look up ‘teen’’ or ‘’school’’ stuff NOT on sketchy websites just pormhub I’m lke what if it was teens fr idk and it’s not kinks I would js do it cus I thiigjngdoig it to adults was weird I just want to heal

[hellohelpp]

I’m so scared is it illegal