Re: ready to date
Posted: Fri Sep 20, 2024 1:16 pm
It just really feels disrespectful for me to be in lesbian spaces. I have never been with one and I feel curious about a real penis still. I feel as though I am intruding on their safe spaces. I also feel really super inferior with my age and lack of experience. I don’t know how to even engage in conversation with women who are seeking and queer, I’ve never in real life like done that, well I did once but a lonnnng time ago.
I don’t really belong in any group of people. I’m not straight, I’m not lesbian enough. I just feel so conflicted. I wish I could go back to 18 years old and not hate myself for liking girls and date girls and get out there, now I’m old and don’t know what to do, where to go, what to say.
I just really don’t belong in a queer women community. Girls are so pretty and intimidating and amazing I don’t feel worth their time when I have nothing to offer them. You know?
I don’t really belong in any group of people. I’m not straight, I’m not lesbian enough. I just feel so conflicted. I wish I could go back to 18 years old and not hate myself for liking girls and date girls and get out there, now I’m old and don’t know what to do, where to go, what to say.
I just really don’t belong in a queer women community. Girls are so pretty and intimidating and amazing I don’t feel worth their time when I have nothing to offer them. You know?