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Hi CatMatRat99,

I think a useful starting place with this is to figure out what you were after when you started watching it, especially the second time when you knew it had left you feeling ashamed the previous time. Was it curiosity? Were you feeling aroused already and looking for a way to engage with those feelings? Something else entirely?

mainly curiosity but sometimes arousal and like material to use for fantasys any suggestions on how to help?

Since arousal and a desire to explore fantasies is playing a role here, you might find some of the advice in this article helpful in exploring your fantasies in other ways: How to Approach Sexual Fantasy and Desire on Your Own Terms

Too, what would you say your curiosity centers on when you're looking for/at sexual media? Is it sex acts? Bodies? Something else entirely?

Bodies and acts

So, something I'd recommend is actually starting by searching around the main site here! We've been around for almost 25 years, and we've written a TON about bodies and the different ways people have sex, so the content on the main site might be a great way to feed that curiosity.

Ok great thanks! Il comeback to this boardif anything happens