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Hi there everyone this is my first post here in scarleteen! So I have been dealing with this constant eugh with my body as a woman. I love being a woman I feel confident I identify as a woman it's just the fact I feel so grossed out about my you know what. I think about it often like it's weird. a bit tmi but I am hypersexual but I just cant find myself able to masturbate because of how I dont like the anatomy of my vagina. Is this maybe an experience others feel? because I hope im not alone

Hi mimephobia, welcome to Scarleteen!

This is not unusual, even in cis individuals! There's even been scientific studies about it! Our society conditions AFAB individuals to be hyper-aware of their genitals and how they look (ie. 'innie' vs 'outie', loose vs tight, etc.). I would describe what you're talking about as a type of body dysmorphia (not dysphoria, since you are confident in your gender). You are definitely not alone in this.