Scarleteen

I know this might sound dumb but lately I have been grabbing a mirror and simple looking between my legs, looking at my parts, and having this wonderful erotic feeling that what I have has been enjoyed and used by a few guys now. Like its mine but also not mine. I somewhat find it beautiful that part of my body has been used, and I don't say that in a bad way.
Normal? Am I the only one who finds this erotic?

The only one who finds your own genitals and the journeys they have been on throughout life erotic? Not even close! Glad you get to enjoy that!

Thanks. I seriously was wondering if it was strange.

I mean, sadly, in cultures -- very much including most of the United States, thanks to a long line of purity culture infused in everything -- I'd say it's much more common for people to have stress and anxiety and fear around having any sexual history, and to struggle to do what you did, but it's good to be strange in comparison to that, you know? <3