i think its just the fact that i live with my family and i do get privacy but obviously they are still in the house lol. plus i dont have any sex toys since im under 18, and most of my fantasies involve toys of some kind
its also that i dont really have an outlet for this sort of stuff? masturbating is great n all but i wish could actually talk about my fantasies, but people obvs dont want a teenager posting abt this stuff online. and the new online safety laws make accessing porn/smut/etc as a teen pretty impossible
anyway, im wondering if anyone has tips on how to deal with these feelings until i can move out
i know its mainly just waiting a year till im old enough but augh its annoying D: