Scarleteen

Hi, second post because I really need help here, my parents are very... i guess weird about sex stuff. And i, as a teenager, have plenty of desires.
i've been considering going to the local store, getting a gift card (i cant use my debit card; my mom can see the charges on it), and ordering a cheep discreet vibe from spencer's, but my mom would probably ground me for ages if she knew what it was.
she doesn't open my packages but idk if spencer's ships in like normal packages or special ones and she'd probably ask what i got so i'd have to buy something small to pretend to put in the box probably.
i just struggle with being constantly horny and just my hand doesn't work at all

Toys are in addition to masturbation which you may consider, but I hear you on the challenges. We do have an article here on DIY sex toys that may be helpful as well -- D.I.Y Sex Toys: Self-Love Edition

I do wonder if exploring the ways in which you masturbate, outside of toys, may be helpful as well. Here is an article with all the basics as well as some different ways people may masturbate -- Going Solo: The Basics of Masturbation. What do you mean your hand doesn't work? Are there sensations that you do like? If so, leading with those is the way to go!