Wanting female friendship and connection, too scared to take the first step
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Wanting female friendship and connection, too scared to take the first step
From 7th-10th grade, I was severely bullied and verbally abused by a girl who I tried to befriend. The end result has been severe trust issues, major depression, panic attacks, and a PTSD diagnosis as well as a severe fear and extreme distrust of girls. I've been in therapy for it since roughly 2024 and I've made progress, enough progress that my therapist has told me I'm at a spot to where I can try and approach and attempt to befriend a girl. But I'm still terrified at the thought and I'm terrified of getting hurt again. My other big worry is my ADHD/ASD (Level 1, previously called Asperger's, both have been professionally diagnosed) and my perceived image. Due to my ASD I can't really determine genuine interest or someone just being polite, and I don't want to be pushy or a creep. I'm 6'3" IRL and have a naturally serious expression (which my friends have oh so affectionately described as my "unapproachable resting bitch face") and I wear primarily dark clothing, and have been told I'm very intimidating by many people. I'm not what I seem to be IRL, I'm genuinely a very friendly person but too many people overlook that because of my perceived image. I guess my question is what can I do and how can I not be seen as a creep?
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Re: Wanting female friendship and connection, too scared to take the first step
Hi!! I'm not a volunteer but one thing that came to mind for me is that I've met a lot of my friends through social activities and hobby groups. I think this could help in two ways; one, it would be lower stakes and could help you build trust with people (e.g.: if someone's deliberately not being a team player in a video game or in a sport, they might not be a great person to try to be friends with, at least not at first). And it can kinda go the other way, too. If you're worried about seeming unapproachable, being in group with a designated purpose gives people that reason to come up and talk to you (like, "oh hey how'd you get that new skin?" rather than "uhhhh how 'bout this weather we're having").
I don't know how you feel about online friendships, but maybe that could be a viable option as a first step as well, and might be even lower stakes (especially at first) if you're more comfortable interacting through a screen.
Like I said, I'm not a volunteer so I don't have all the expertise, but that'd just what popped into my head.
I don't know how you feel about online friendships, but maybe that could be a viable option as a first step as well, and might be even lower stakes (especially at first) if you're more comfortable interacting through a screen.
Like I said, I'm not a volunteer so I don't have all the expertise, but that'd just what popped into my head.
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