Stretching & Pain! Help?!
Posted: Tue Feb 16, 2016 2:02 am
Ok here's my overly complicated story:
I'm in a friend group where sex is something talked about a lot. It's been a normal thing for awhile. I'm a senior in high school, and I have not had sex. But, i told my friends that i lost my virginity sophomore year. With 0 to little romantic action till now, where I have met a guy that I really really like. He is my best friend, and thing have defiantly been flirty for awhile. He also thinks I have had sex. He has, and things have been progressing and i think we might too sometime within the next month. The problem is, we've talked about sex so much that if I tell him that I was lying he won't not trust me anymore. I'm really really afraid to lose him (romantically). Note that*** I'm not having sex to keep him around. He makes me feel safe and loved, and I am ready to do this for me, not him.
But I am "sexually awakened" per say. I've been masturbating for over two years, and I own a vibrator. Although nothing I ever do is penetrative. Recently I've tried to work on stretching my vagina out, but it's still really painful. I just tampons, and can easily insert a finger, but the motion on my sensitive inner walls is pretty unbearable. How do I normalize that feeling?
I'm gonna be honest and say that telling him really isn't an option. I know I'm ready for sex,I just feel like I've screwed myself up.
I'm in a friend group where sex is something talked about a lot. It's been a normal thing for awhile. I'm a senior in high school, and I have not had sex. But, i told my friends that i lost my virginity sophomore year. With 0 to little romantic action till now, where I have met a guy that I really really like. He is my best friend, and thing have defiantly been flirty for awhile. He also thinks I have had sex. He has, and things have been progressing and i think we might too sometime within the next month. The problem is, we've talked about sex so much that if I tell him that I was lying he won't not trust me anymore. I'm really really afraid to lose him (romantically). Note that*** I'm not having sex to keep him around. He makes me feel safe and loved, and I am ready to do this for me, not him.
But I am "sexually awakened" per say. I've been masturbating for over two years, and I own a vibrator. Although nothing I ever do is penetrative. Recently I've tried to work on stretching my vagina out, but it's still really painful. I just tampons, and can easily insert a finger, but the motion on my sensitive inner walls is pretty unbearable. How do I normalize that feeling?
I'm gonna be honest and say that telling him really isn't an option. I know I'm ready for sex,I just feel like I've screwed myself up.