After the first time I did it, I started doing it every day, to the point where it became a habit instead of for pleasure (and also began to feel less pleasurable). Even after I found out what masturbation was, I had no clue that that was what I was doing, due to me only being taught that it was directly touching yourself. I only found out while I was in the sixth or seventh grade, when my older sister caught me doing it in the living room and told me that that was masturbation. Even then, I kept on doing it every day, since I thought that if I'm doing it out of habit instead of for pleasure, then nothing's wrong with it.
Now, I have a different and more positive look on masturbation, and am trying to find new ways to masturbate that work for me. I've tried several different ways (directly touching my body in various combinations, humping other things besides surfaces I sit on like a pillow, using objects to stimulate my vagina), but strangely, none of them gave me a noticeable orgasm. Only my regular method works. Has masturbating nearly every single day since I was 9 with this method (I'm in the eighth grade now, and 14) damaged my ability to orgasm, or am I doing something wrong? I don't know how long I spend on my masturbation attempts, so maybe I'm not giving myself enough time? I really want to know, because now I'm kinda scared that maybe I won't be able to orgasm during intercourse with a partner in the future
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