Sex addiction
Posted: Fri Oct 21, 2016 4:03 am
Hi all, I am from Toronto and I am 19 years old. The topic 'sex' was always an interested one for me and I was eager to know more about it. It was at the age of 15 when I had a date with my bf and from that day till now I always like to have it. My first bf was not able to find enough time for me and that was the reason for our break up. Now I am in a serious relationship for the past 8 months and I really really love him. I am always on sex thought and I need it every day. I have discussed regarding this with one of my friends and she said that it's not normal!I have been diagnosed with OCD 2 years before and I am on Effexor and Fluvoxamine. I watch a lot of porn videos and I can't go on a single day without it! I am more active than my bf on the bed and I don't bother what he might think about me at that time. But I really feel guilty after the session. Recently I noticed that he is not showing interest to date with me and I am sure that my high sex drive is the reason and he might not like the way how I am! I am satisfying myself with the porn videos for the past 2 weeks, but I can't control myself and I am reaching a stage where I need anyone to satisfy me (but I swear I love my bf truly). I am totally confused and I don't know what to do. I can't share this with anyone. While searching in the web I found some sex addiction recovery centres like Edgewood Health Network. Many are there, but this one is near to our area. So I am planning to get a secret treatment from them. I need your guidance before approaching them. Can you please share your thoughts?