The issue is that I’ve been thinking about her too much, I wanna see her everyday, talk to her, kiss her and you know other stuffs, and the funny thing is that we work in the same place but I can hardly see her and I don’t really talk with her, I have spoken with her like 4 times, but those 4 times were amazing, we have different shifts and everything but somehow I feel just so damn attracted to her, and not just that I am kinda starting to be into her like for real. But I cannot break up with my boyfriend, he wants to marry me, we have made plans together, His family loves me, we’ve been together for 1.2 years now and this is my longest relationship ever, it has not been easy but he is always there for me, and I do care for him and love him. Is this just lust? Or am I reading to much into the situation? Because honestly I know she likes me. I don’t really know what to do. I have done things like staying late at work just so I can see her, going on breaks just to bump into her , One day She even sat next to me stating that her pc was not working and she needed to send some emails, I am so confused, I don’t want to throw away everything I have with my bf just because I am attracted to her, and he doesnt deserves this, I have never has this problem before. If I pursue her and decide to have a relationship with her is it going to be worth it? Because my country sees homosexuality/bisexuality/Lesbianism as a taboo and couples are not open here like in most countries, and my family is going to outcast me for sure, along with losing friends, etc.. I can see that she is comfortable with who she is , she is really cool, and well I know most LGBT people are not monogamous , she is 21 so idk if we have a relationship she is going to be serious because I will be. On the other hand theres my relationship with my boyfriend and all that implies wedding and comfort. I don’t know what to do
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