Hi
Posted: Sun Oct 19, 2014 4:23 pm
So all of the questions seem to be about pregnancy and that so I don't know if I'm in the right place but here I go..
A few years ago, maybe four or five years ago, I discovered yaoi and gay shippings (For example; Larry Stylinson if you know what that is) and the whole lot of it. Now I know people think it's normal for fangirls to like/be interested in that stuff but I find myself to be different.
I am a straight female, age 15, and I want to be a gay male. I watch regular porn and stuff and I don't have a problem with it and in fact I can't get off to gay porn. It does make me feel good to watch it and I do like reading fan fiction a lot but I can't bring myself to do it. It's not that I'm disgusted or anything it's just I actually imagine myself in whichever persons place. I have thought about this quite a lot over the past years and even have dreams of it. Another thing is that I still like being feminine and my body the way it is besides a certain area. I don't really know what my question is now.. What should I do about it? How would I find someone romantically that would fit my situation?
Thank you for your time and consideration.
A few years ago, maybe four or five years ago, I discovered yaoi and gay shippings (For example; Larry Stylinson if you know what that is) and the whole lot of it. Now I know people think it's normal for fangirls to like/be interested in that stuff but I find myself to be different.
I am a straight female, age 15, and I want to be a gay male. I watch regular porn and stuff and I don't have a problem with it and in fact I can't get off to gay porn. It does make me feel good to watch it and I do like reading fan fiction a lot but I can't bring myself to do it. It's not that I'm disgusted or anything it's just I actually imagine myself in whichever persons place. I have thought about this quite a lot over the past years and even have dreams of it. Another thing is that I still like being feminine and my body the way it is besides a certain area. I don't really know what my question is now.. What should I do about it? How would I find someone romantically that would fit my situation?
Thank you for your time and consideration.