What was it? Was I raped?
Posted: Fri May 11, 2018 5:17 pm
I jinxed it.
I had an excellent day at school today. I hung out with my friends Jay, Dawson, and Sam and we had a great time talking and joking around. I went to the park on my way home to meet up with my supplier, Ken, a 25 year old man. He was also my "friend." He greeted me with his usual sleazy "Hey, Pretty boy," and I awkwardly greeted him back. He pecked my cheek and put his arm around my waist, things he never did in sync. I was uncomfortable, but I needed what I needed. He led me into the bathrooms where he gave me my fix. I got my water bottle of rum and my 2 packs of cigarettes and baggie of weed. We went off to our bench and smoked. I drank my rum and got duked quick. I remember him being unusually touchy-feely, he just kept grabbing me kind of everywhere and calling me "hot"
He ended up walking me to his nearby home for some "reason." I remember everything from there. He took me to his bedroom and just kind of attacked me. His hands were everywhere and he was biting my neck. I was nude in a matter of minutes and he proceeded to take my virginity. He knew I wasn't biologically male, I don't know if he cared. I think he just wanted sex with some teenager. He also forced me to suck him off and it was awful and he was really rough. He seemed to think I wanted it. He eventually told me to get dressed and leave, to come back another time like nothing happened. I put my clothes back on and trudged back home.
I'm on birth control to stop periods and such, so I can't be pregnant. But I'm still processing this. What was it?
I had an excellent day at school today. I hung out with my friends Jay, Dawson, and Sam and we had a great time talking and joking around. I went to the park on my way home to meet up with my supplier, Ken, a 25 year old man. He was also my "friend." He greeted me with his usual sleazy "Hey, Pretty boy," and I awkwardly greeted him back. He pecked my cheek and put his arm around my waist, things he never did in sync. I was uncomfortable, but I needed what I needed. He led me into the bathrooms where he gave me my fix. I got my water bottle of rum and my 2 packs of cigarettes and baggie of weed. We went off to our bench and smoked. I drank my rum and got duked quick. I remember him being unusually touchy-feely, he just kept grabbing me kind of everywhere and calling me "hot"
He ended up walking me to his nearby home for some "reason." I remember everything from there. He took me to his bedroom and just kind of attacked me. His hands were everywhere and he was biting my neck. I was nude in a matter of minutes and he proceeded to take my virginity. He knew I wasn't biologically male, I don't know if he cared. I think he just wanted sex with some teenager. He also forced me to suck him off and it was awful and he was really rough. He seemed to think I wanted it. He eventually told me to get dressed and leave, to come back another time like nothing happened. I put my clothes back on and trudged back home.
I'm on birth control to stop periods and such, so I can't be pregnant. But I'm still processing this. What was it?