Anal prep
Posted: Wed Jul 24, 2019 2:55 pm
Hi!
Oh this is kind of an embarrassing topic, but I always feel it is safe to discuss these kind of things here + internet is giving me conflicted info about this topic. I have been writing to you about this already, but need some reassurance again haha.
Anyway, I'm a bi guy and I've had anal twice in my life (receiving). I didn't do any kind of special preparation and everything was nice and clean, no complaints, and I was being rimmed fr good 20 minutes so I believe I was clean enough haha. But I still get paranoia and I want to fully figure this thing out, so after my last experience I've been checking myself randomly from time to time by sticking a finger inside and every single time I'd be knuckle deep inside with my finger, I would find little pieces of poop, no matter if I've already pooped that day or not, took a shower or not, felt empty or not. I believe my diet is balanced, I exercise and drink enough water (I think??) which is why I'm really confused. Is it supposed to be like that, for my body to store poop that close to a rectum? Am I maybe constipated all the time and got used to it and don't evacuate fully?
I really don't want t douche because I'm scared of it, but I also want to be able to get some kind of control over this thing and have a good, relaxed, enjoyable anal experience both for me and my partner.
Oh this is kind of an embarrassing topic, but I always feel it is safe to discuss these kind of things here + internet is giving me conflicted info about this topic. I have been writing to you about this already, but need some reassurance again haha.
Anyway, I'm a bi guy and I've had anal twice in my life (receiving). I didn't do any kind of special preparation and everything was nice and clean, no complaints, and I was being rimmed fr good 20 minutes so I believe I was clean enough haha. But I still get paranoia and I want to fully figure this thing out, so after my last experience I've been checking myself randomly from time to time by sticking a finger inside and every single time I'd be knuckle deep inside with my finger, I would find little pieces of poop, no matter if I've already pooped that day or not, took a shower or not, felt empty or not. I believe my diet is balanced, I exercise and drink enough water (I think??) which is why I'm really confused. Is it supposed to be like that, for my body to store poop that close to a rectum? Am I maybe constipated all the time and got used to it and don't evacuate fully?
I really don't want t douche because I'm scared of it, but I also want to be able to get some kind of control over this thing and have a good, relaxed, enjoyable anal experience both for me and my partner.