Forgetting!!!!
Posted: Tue Dec 02, 2014 2:58 pm
Had a friend from primary school who I really like as a friend and we would always hang out together and do our homework together. Everything started to change when we got into secondary school.
For the first 3 years of secondary school she had different teenage crushes and during that period I discovered that I was always jealous everytime I saw with any other boy. I started developing a crush on her half way through the second semester of the 3rd year but I always felt like she was never gonna accept me and she seemed out of my league though we were still friends.
For the remaining 3 years of secondary school, we still hung out together but it was always evident that I liked her but I never got the courage to tell her about it. She moved away before the final year of secondary school and I really wish I had told her how I felt. Everyone I've talked to have always asked me to forget about it but noone seems to understand how hard it is to forget about someone.
Most times I try to forget about her but it's really hard and I just wish I had the opportunity to tell her how I felt before she left.
Why is it hard for me to forget about her?. Tried talking to my parents but that's a dead end and it's kinda surprising that I joined Scarleteen since I'm really reclusive and hardly talk with my parents.
For the first 3 years of secondary school she had different teenage crushes and during that period I discovered that I was always jealous everytime I saw with any other boy. I started developing a crush on her half way through the second semester of the 3rd year but I always felt like she was never gonna accept me and she seemed out of my league though we were still friends.
For the remaining 3 years of secondary school, we still hung out together but it was always evident that I liked her but I never got the courage to tell her about it. She moved away before the final year of secondary school and I really wish I had told her how I felt. Everyone I've talked to have always asked me to forget about it but noone seems to understand how hard it is to forget about someone.
Most times I try to forget about her but it's really hard and I just wish I had the opportunity to tell her how I felt before she left.
Why is it hard for me to forget about her?. Tried talking to my parents but that's a dead end and it's kinda surprising that I joined Scarleteen since I'm really reclusive and hardly talk with my parents.
