I have been struggling with germaphobia for years now and it has gotten very out of hand. I hate myself because I cannot help it and it drives me crazy. I am constantly sanitizing and washing my hands, even in my own house. I tried calling counsellors but there are year wait lists... And the other cost a lot of money per hour...
I was wondering if there is anything that could be suggested to help me because the world feels like it is closing in on me and I can't do anything about it
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