So, this morning, I had gone onto our chat. He sent me a really long, sweet message for me to wake up to. I almost cried....because I knew what I had to say to him. He was crushed....and now I'm crushed....I don't even want to play that game anymore....I can still talk to him, but not as much as he or I will ever want. It's torture. I'm 15, he's 16...and he once asked me why I was so perfect for him....and it was the sweetest thing. I can't believe that this is even happening...I knew him like I know my other friends, yet my mom refuses to accept that not everyone is a sicko murderer on the internet.
So please, all I need is some support. My mom and dad are....just not available for this right now. And my siblings aren't helpful at all. Any reply would help...suggestions, support...whatever. I feel like a total bitch for doing that to him, and useless for having no power over anything.
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