I just got back from an STI test but they could only test me for gonorrhoea, chlamydia, HIV and syphillus. They could not check for trich or BV (not enough facilities) so I have to go to my doctor. I've never had unprotected sex. Except I've given oral unprotected though to my one partner. However they couldn't test my mouth I have to ask the doctor for that.
I had to fill in a sheet of my symptoms. After the lady reading the list and telling the lady I was treated for thrush in December (but had no pessaries), the lady said it's probably yeast. I said my symptoms aren't consistent but she said that it is fine it can come and go? I'm on birth control, the combined pill.
I have increased discharge sometimes (the lady said i was ovulating, I didn't know you could ovulate while on birth control?). I posted on here a few weeks ago and said that it sometimes looks like I have a huge buildup of smegma and it itches. I notice itches also when there is no discharge and I know the pill can cause dryness. However these symptoms seem to happen after sex. Safe sex, though.
My problem is I now have to wait two weeks and I can't get away from the anxiety thinking it's worse. I don't know how I'm going to act normal/be happy when I have to wait two weeks. my worries are that I could have trich (because I hear symptoms for that also come and go) or an sti of the throat. I've given oral to my bf before and haven't worried about it. It's literally only the last week I've been thinking I had symptoms of an STI in the throat. I've never been worried about an STI of the throat, until my last time doing oral on my boyfriend (Saturday). 20 hours later my throat felt cold but I thought that's too soon to develop an STI. My throat stopped feeling like that but it's doing it again today. It's not necessarily even a sore throat? Idk maybe I've had to clear my throat a few times. And last night I had a painless ulcer in my mouth but it has healed already.
I don't know what I can do. I'll try to get a doctors appointment ASAP so I don't have to wait even longer.
I've always suffered with anxiety and I'm really hoping I'm being a hypochondriac in this case. I feel very upset and scared
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