At first I though it was my period but it starts in 15 days and the bleeding is different from my typical pattern.
I'm actually really confused about different things right now, we used a condom and he didn't come, I was reading about precum and how it has a low possibility of pregnancy but I don't want to force my thoughts into that direction.
So I feel like we were protected but I'm still nervious and checking other options like the pill or patch for the next time, the problem is that I don't want to take it because I'm not sure about the hormonal disbalance that it causes, would it be okay to stick only with the condom?
The guy that I lost it is just a friend and we've done different things like oral and handjob but he has never come, and I don't know how to feel about it, I asked him but he said it was normal for him and he doesn't want to talk about it.
Lastly I don't know how to feel, I'm in my late 20s and he isnt my boyfriend, I always thought I'd lose my virginity for love.. but We've been dating casually so I tried and it was fun, he was really worried about me and I felt that he cared, but I feel like I'm starting to get attached when I shouldn't, he told me he doesn't want a serious relationship but he also told me that he has feelings and I'm really confused right now..
Having sex is kind of bothersome because there are a lot of factors involved
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Sorry for my long post, I have a lot of things in mind but thanks beforehand.