So I know I posted awhile ago I was in a relationship but that didn’t work out. I went out on Saturday and I met this girl (I know I’ve gone through a lot of sexual identities but I think I’m homoromantic and asexual) I’m still having trouble accepting that I’m into women but I met her and I had a few drinks so I wasn’t shy anymore and we were flirting at the bar and we were holding hands and she was talking about going home with me and I was like uh no and she was about to give me her number and she said wait before I do are you full lesbian I said I think so.
Her whole demeanor changed and she told me that she doesn’t do anyone whose not full lesbian, I said I’m not sure maybe I’m asexual (I don’t know why I said that) and she said “ew who the fuck is asexual now a days I’m very sexual bye” and she started to walk away and I was like bye and then she came back and said stay straight and asked me and my guy friend I was with if we ever hooked up and that we should and it was just such a bad experience, she made me feel like absolute shit. Are most lesbians like that? Made me feel like I wasn’t valid at all. I already don’t feel valid because I’m not sure but she just made me feel even worse.
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