It was the morning after we'd had a house party and this boy who i thought was a good friend, came up into my room where i was in bed, half naked and still a little tipsy, he woke me to book him a taxi home since his phone wasn't working, i did so but then he got ontop of the bed and we had a little cuddle, which was a platonic from me. He then asked if he could get into the bed - I have no idea why but then i said yes. He then mistook my platonic cuddling for sexual interest and went to kiss me which i rejected, but then he was saying i was turning him on by cuddling him and doing the things i do with friends such as back tickling ect, i just laughed and apologised but he then went to feel me up and kept feeling me, i said we shouldnt do that as a nicer way to say no to his advances but he then continued and touched me up more, to which point my body just switched on and resulted in me getting a little turned on and then he said 'its clear what our bodies both want', i then thought it was just easier to do things so i shut my eyes and just for the most part tried to think it was someone else, there were moments where my body received pleasure from the things he was doing and i at one point asked him to do something different with his hands to get me to finish and i performed oral sex on him as like an inbuilt behaviour of 'returning the favour' even though i didnt want to do it, i stopped, but then he asked me to finish him and kept putting my hand back there after id tried to pull it away. So in short, i think i was coerced into it but im not sure how i would address that with him if it looked like i was having a good time and my body was responding positively even if in my head the whole time i didnt want to be doing it. Help
