in the last months I've been thinking I might be a lesbian? even though there's a few but..
bc I had boy crushes, but I spoke to only one of them, the others I still don't know if they were proper crushes or idk what else (I don't know them)
also sometimes I imagine stuff with males but it's just imagination?? if I think about it irl I get the ick
it's like I could totally be with a girl (even thought there's the problem of my family being homophobic), but with a boy? idk.. still I imagine stuff and that's so confusingg