deep inside vagina feels like there’s two separate “holes”

[tielaws]

hi, this is my first time posting here! i’ve been struggling with this all my life, and i really want to get some answers or see if anyone relates. Whenever i use a dildo, it feels like deep inside the canal it “pops” and either goes left, or right and deeper into the canal. Is this actually two separate holes? or is this just apart of my anatomy and i’m hitting the cervix and somehow just digging into the crevices of the surrounding area? it also only feels good when, if i’m using a dildo, if its somewhat “stationary”far enough in the canal, and only subtly thrusting to put pressure on the cervix and hitting it. Any other sensation hurts.. Going in? hurts, trying to get pleasure from where the bladder is above? hurts. It feels like i have to angle it super specifically for it to feel good too, does anyone relate, is this indicative of any health issues?

[Latha]

Hello Tielaws--welcome to the boards!

I'm sorry to hear you've been struggling with this for so long, but I am glad you reached out to us. Let's see if we can figure this out.

For your first question: Keeping in mind that we can't see what you are feeling, I think it is much more likely that you are hitting your cervix and then moving into the area around it, than there being two separate holes.

does anyone relate, is this indicative of any health issues?
I wouldn't say it is necessarily indicative of a health issue per se, but it is concerning that you are experiencing pain when you masturbate. We shouldn't ignore that. Could you tell us a little more about what you've noticed? Does this pain only occur with a dildo, or does it also happen with other kinds of stimulation?

[tielaws]

It only occurs with a dildo, i’ve tried varying sizes, but even small sizes hurt when it enters. It feels as if the pressure from the movement toward the top of the canal is painful, only feeling good if it’s fully in and slightly putting pressure on the cervix without a lot of “in and out” thrusting movements

[Sofi]

Thanks for elaborating! Just a couple more followup questions...is it more of a discomfort or actually painful? Does the pain last long after, or it's just in the moment? And have you ever experienced any bleeding?