Arousal through defecation-related sounds

[AcidBath]

I (M17) recently came across a video of a woman defecating. It wasn't scat pornography, she was fully clothed, and she was sitting on a toilet. She was making sounds of apparent pleasure and I got very aroused as a result. I'm confused and weirded out as to why I got aroused from it. It was her noises and the sound of her "dropping her load" so to speak that really stirred my arousal. I'm trying to figure out whether or not I have a coprophilliac interest or whether it's something else. Can I have some insight?

[Heather]

Welcome to the boards, AcidBath.

I think the trouble is with the question you're asking, because I feel like you're asking us to predict the future or say something about your larger interest in this when all both you and I have to work with is that you had this one experience with this one video.

Ultimately, all we can say based on the information you gave us is pretty much exactly what you said here: you saw this this one time, and that time, it also felt arousing to you. Whether or not this is a greater or enduring interest for you just isn't something we could say or predict, and unless you have any history with this besides this one time, or have feelings about the answer to that question yourself, you probably can't know that yet, either.

But, if it helps to know, you also don't have to know that. None of us needs to be able to predict our growing or future sexual interests (and we couldn't even if we wanted to, because again with the lack of being able to see into the future), all we ever need to know is what we know from our histories so far, and to have some sense of what we do or don't want in the present. Is there a reason you feel like you need to have an answer to this for the future?