first of all, love the new boards!! i think theyre great
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in the process of getting used to them, i made a new account thinking i had to make a completely new one, and that i couldnt transfer my old one from the old boards. my previous name was MaddleyLove, but i completely missed the post about transferring old usernames, so i apologise!!
secondly, im under the impression im only allowed to post in this forum until im approved?? sorry if thats wrong, but as soon as you are able this can be moved to the relationship forum
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okay, so..
ive continued to be single since my ex broke up with me back in april. apart from this thing i had with another guy who i mentioned in a previous post, ive been concentrating on being single and i think im finally getting used to it
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ive been going out more with my friends, and theres a group of four of us who go to the cinema once a week and have a great time. its me, my friend, her boyfriend and this other guy. now, this is the problem..hes really nice, and he likes me. but im not sure if i like him back. hes lovely, a genuinely nice guy, and i just know he'll treat me better than my ex. my friend keeps hinting that we should get together. i know he'd be very good to me if we did get into a relationship, but ive been thinking recently about why i dont like him as much as he likes me. sometimes i think i like him, and sometimes i dont know.
it sounds awful, but the more i think about it, the more i come to the conclusion i dont fancy him because hes not really good looking :/ now, i dont think of myself as a person who only focuses on looks and not personality, im not all that myself, so i feel really quite guilty for thinking it about this guy :/ i guess in my head, since ive become single ive gone out quite alot, going to clubs and stuff, and, when i do go out,i do get attention from attractive guys. ill admit it, i do quite enjoy getting attention from these guys, ive lost weight over the past year and a half or so, and finally feel happy with the way i look. i guess i feel like im waiting for someone more attractive to ask me out :/ do i sound terrible for thinking like that??
im struggling abit with this, i cant talk to my friend because shes close to this guy and gets very protective :/
i feel like a shallow person :/