I’m turning 18 soon, and to celebrate, I have been thinking about buying myself a sex toy. Buying it online is the least of my worries - my parents are going on vacation, and I would order it then. However, I have a moral dilemma. Since I’m a virgin, will a dildo or vibrator ruin any first-time sensation I have with a future partner? I don’t want to become addicted to what a sex toy can give me in comparison to a real-life partner. Should I stick to my fingers until I get a boyfriend? I’m conflicted
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Looking forward to any advice - I don’t know who to ask about this, since masturbation is a pretty taboo topic in my personal life.
Thank you
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- memesndreams