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I’m struggling with my sexuality and I want to be with a guy so I can forget about girls and I’m a Virgin and I’m 22 and I feel bad about it. Last night I was talking with someone about having sex because he said he would do what I wanted to be done but like I’m not ready. I just want human contact. And like I get that from guys by only talking sexual and I feel like they will only like me if I do that or like have sex with them. I hate that I feel like this and I know I’m not alone but I feel so alone and misunderstood and my brain is like in overload over this all.
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