i'm homeschooled, stuck sharing a room with my younger brother, and can never get any alone time to even masturbate (there is only one very small, uncomfortable bathroom; my brother has designated the bedroom as his gaming area). my mom is always home, and my other mom works at home quite a lot. and when they both leave the house, they usually leave both my brother and me at home, affording me no opportunities to even release any of this desire.
my parents don't allow me out of the house on my own, so i have no chance to meet other people. and i refuse to sext with strangers online. i will be starting community college this fall, where many teenagers also go (concurrent enrollment), so i'll finally have a chance to...find someone else as horny as i am??
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even when i do masturbate, it still doesn't really satisfy me enough because i also would like to do this with a partner. i end up reading smut simply because visual porn doesn't really do anything for me, and i want to feel actual emotions when absorbing the pornographic media. i really want to have sex with someone but i can't and it's really making me feel pent-up (as i said in the title). i have many thoughts on what i'd like to do, but nobody to enact them with.
i honestly just don't know what to do at this point. someone please give me advice.