I hate not having a libido/sex drive

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Sorry for back to back rants, I just have alot on my mind..

I couldn't help but wonder if being amab would've made me different. Is it easier to know if you're turned on? I hate not even having a little bit of a libido/ sex drive. Because I feel like I'm missing out on something, all my friends talk about their sexual adventures and I simply don't have any..there are times where I feel like I'm absolutely turned on and really want to masterbait but when I go to do so it's like my brain suddenly doesn't want to do it anymore, I try making myself turned on but it feels like I'm doing a whole lot for nothing. I know it's common to not have a sex drive or to have very little libido but I personally hate it, feels like I'm at least supposed to feel something.